Welcome to No Shame in the Home Game, the podcast that cares

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how your home feels, not looks.

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I am Lacey, your host who

hates paper with a passion.

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I try to get rid of as much paper

as possible in my household.

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We're talking about

paper management today.

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with, my co host who I know is

pro paper in some ways, Sara.

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Sara: Hi, Lacey, that was such

a funny, continuation of our yin

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and yang, like you hate paper.

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I love paper.

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It's true.

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I do love paper.

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I will not walk by a paper store.

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I love to go in.

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So much about paper that I love.

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I'm all about paper books.

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Lacey: love the idea of paper.

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Let me just say.

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I love the idea of a paper book.

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I love the idea of stationery.

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Don't like the reality of it,

which is what we're talking about

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today, of the management of it.

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It's just too much stuff.

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Sara: Yes.

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And here is where the audience is

going to be in for a surprise twist.

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I feel like I have to confess this.

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For as much as I love home management,

paper management is my Achilles heel.

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and I felt I could hide that fact

and act like I'm an expert in

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everything, but the whole point of

no shame in the home game is there is

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no shame in the home game.

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So what I did was I walked

myself through the steps, which

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is what we'll talk about here.

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And I am working on

identifying what my hiccup is.

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So I'm going to go

ahead and do a call out.

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If anyone out there is a paper management

maven, I beg of you to reach out to us.

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We will do a part two to this episode and

we will hear all of your tips and tricks.

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Cause I would love that.

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what I discovered and what I know

about myself is I love Bigger

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movements like doing the laundry.

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I don't care about carrying

it downstairs moving it over

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I don't care about cleaning.

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I like it You get to see the before and

after I don't mind doing things that take

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a lot of physical input Paper management

to me is so much more mental we've talked

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about it before, how I get mentally

fatigued before I get physically fatigued.

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let's get clear first on

what paper management is.

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So first and foremost,

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mail.

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Lacey: I'm sorry.

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That was me like being angry at mail.

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Sara: I was like, wait,

does Lacey not get mail?

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Is that how much she dislikes paper?

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Lacey: No, I get mail and I hate it.

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Sara: So mail is the biggest one.

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And then after that.

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It's like everything you bring home.

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So I don't know why they

still like all the receipts.

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Like you go to a doctor's office

and they print you off like a

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fricking book of stuff, which

why do I have an online portal?

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If you're going to hand

me 10 pages of paper.

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Lacey: That's what I've started doing,

is I use MyChart, I'm good, thank you.

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Sara: They print it out before I

even sit down, but I will start

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yelling no across the room.

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and then like receipts from the gas

station, the grocery store, they print

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out those little paper coupons, right?

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And then there's the paper that

you receive from, if you have kids.

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that's its own situation of paper.

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Reminder notes, field trip notes, art,

like pieces of paper, like tests or

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artwork or crafts, that's its own thing.

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I do much better with that actually.

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So that's all the paper.

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Am I missing anything

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with paper?

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Lacey: there's like the important

papers, like social security, birth

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certificates, those kinds of things.

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They don't always come through

the mail, but they're like the

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papers that you need to hold on to.

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Like for example, Joe and I

are going on a trip in October.

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And the amount of times I've had to

put in a passport number, but you

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don't just need the passport number.

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You need the expiration date too.

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Those kinds of like papers

that you have to keep.

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Important papers.

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Sara: Yes.

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And that's so interesting.

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I kind of skipped over that one.

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All my important papers go in a

firebox, so I always know where

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they are

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Lacey: I like to think I know where

they are, but then literally we just

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had to reorder a passport for Joe

because we could not find his passport.

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I thought I had a system, I thought I knew

where everything was, and then I went into

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the system and guess what's not there?

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Joe's passport.

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other people can influence things.

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We'll just say that.

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Sara: My neighbor.

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Oh my goodness.

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It's so great.

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We're like the pressure release

valves for one another when something

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happens She was getting everyone

ready for this gigantic family trip.

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And by gigantic, so many family members

were going on this cruise and they

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were going to stop at other countries.

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So they had to have their passports,

but they didn't have to have their

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passports to get the tickets.

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So it was very much a this is

what we need to pack before we go.

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and there, Place where they keep

documents is maintained by her husband.

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It's like some big wall safe, So

she hands those over to her husband

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who puts them in the wall safe.

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So it comes time to

get ready for the trip.

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And she asks her husband to go get them.

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And he goes, okay, can you

tell me where they are?

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And she's I gave them to

you to put in the safe.

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And it's 48 hours before they're supposed

to leave on their trip and there's this

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frantic scrambling of, no, I did my job

and I told you to put it in the safe.

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You didn't do your job

and put it in the safe.

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And now you're handing the buck back

to me and asking me to find them.

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They ended up finding like four

of the five of them and then there

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was one and it was just like Maybe

one person just doesn't get to go.

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They ended up finding It wasn't

where it was supposed to be but

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it was 48 hours of stress before a

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trip And that goes back to the basic

premise of like home management is

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to make your life easier So that

you can enjoy life So when you're

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getting ready for a trip, you

want to be in that pre trip bliss.

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You just want to be like

thinking about your trip.

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You don't want to be 48 hours scrambling.

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Lacey: I have a filing cabinet

that I'm this is where things go.

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I have a file for each of us and you

think it would have been in there.

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Sara: I'm going to laugh

really hard when you do a fall.

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This is like the coffee maker.

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Like one day you're going to find

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Lacey: Oh, we absolutely are.

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That is, that has been our MO in

this, in our move of we can't find

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something, And then when we least expect

it, it just pops up out of nowhere.

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I just know it's going to pop up.

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Sara: I can't wait for you to open

my box of crackers and Jill's gonna

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be like, Oh, yeah, I put it in there

because nobody would think to look

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in a box of crackers for my passport

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Lacey: Honestly, my favorite

part is us both like trying to

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Sherlock Holmes in our head.

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Like the last time we saw it,

cause I am a feeler, right?

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So I remember like a

feeling associated with it.

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And I was like, I remember

the last time you had it.

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It was a time where it was like

overkill for you to bring it and

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I was annoyed that you brought it.

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And now we can't find it.

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So as far as I'm concerned,

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And so then I was like, okay, when

would I have felt annoyed by that?

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Sara: All right access the annoyed

catalog let's go back Marriage is so funny

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marriage is not what you expect it to be.

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But anyways Okay, so important

documents is its own category.

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Yes very much agree with that.

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Lacey: I do want to point out though,

is that important documents sounds like

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it should be easy, but it's that reset,

it's the putting it back, that's the

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hard part of using it, getting it out,

using it, and then putting it back.

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The putting it back,

that's where it gets messy.

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Sara: I am just over the moon

excited that you use the term reset

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because that's one of my favorite

words and you're absolutely right.

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So anyone and this is where it's I

wish I could get people like starting

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off like right in the beginning of

starting a household with other people.

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It's okay people.

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It's not just about getting the passport.

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From the government.

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It's about keeping track

of it and Resetting it back

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to your important document

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place.

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So the next time you go on a trip,

you don't have to Sherlock Holmes it

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Lacey: I think that's an interesting

way of just thinking about,

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we should probably do a travel

episode now that I'm saying it.

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Because unpacking and

packing, it's a whole thing.

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Sara: It is a whole thing and if you

read the last newsletter, you know

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that I just got back from camping

Coming home is it's own Is its own

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beast you're trying to recreate life

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Lacey: In a harder place.

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No thanks.

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Sara: i'm so glad this I I don't

know why I thought it would be dry.

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It's not it's us.

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It's not dry so Going back So for

me I said it's not my strong suit

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So I was like, okay, let's identify

what works well and what doesn't.

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That's the first step in this process.

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And I thought there's in my

mind, there's three categories

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of paper coming in the house

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So I'm not talking about

important documents.

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Well, that might be part of

the process pile, but okay.

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I have recycle, which means

straight into recycling.

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I don't need to do anything with it.

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so much of my mail,

straight into recycling.

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And I have it very easily

accessible, so that's okay.

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And then I have shred, which,

that's up in my office, which

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is not the greatest flow plan.

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But it's just where it is.

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So shred recycling.

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So that takes up, that's

two of the three steps.

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And then I'm left with processing.

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And again, I've said it before,

and maybe I need to change my tune.

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Processing is boring.

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That's why that's the step

that doesn't get done.

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Lacey: as you were

talking, I have a question

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Sara: Yeah.

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Lacey: Are you able to process everything?

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Let's, for example, anywhere

that I can say paperless, do

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not send me stuff paperless.

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Old Broseph does not necessarily do that.

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And so we'll get some things in the

mail that I'm like, I don't know what

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to do with this because I have this

paperless and you have to take care

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of this because this is your thing.

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And I refuse to take it on.

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Which if I did take it on, it probably

would be less of a problem, but

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I'm refusing to out of principle.

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And so what ends up happening is I

process my stuff quickly because I know

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what I do and what I don't need, but I

then end up with this pile of things to

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be processed that he needs to process.

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And then it just never happens Eventually,

I just get mad and throw things away.

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Sara: that's a whole other aspect to

this, which is, I'm coming at it from

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that, mentality of being the home's

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CEO, where paper management.

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It's actually all under my purview.

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I'm actually not delegating that because

I do have this magical ability to like,

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Lacey: Yeah.

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Sara: And so if I'm parsing that out

with my spouse, the amount of energy it

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takes for me to then tag him into the

process and tag out, over the years,

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I realized when there's two situations

of pain, I can identify as which is

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more painful, me taking over his paper

management or me constantly tagging

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him in and out of paper management.

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And so for me, I was able to identify it

is more painful tagging him in and out.

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I am going to surrender to the fact

that I am better at this and that I

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don't want to keep playing this game.

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Lacey: Yeah, I think that's fair.

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I think part of the problem that

I have is that I think I process

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things differently than him.

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And so then I'm constantly second

guessing myself of do we need this?

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Would he want to see, that's a

whole different conversation.

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Sara: I was going to say this is like

a whole different episode of joint

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paper management.

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So I think part of what worked for me

is that my spouse was also very much

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willing to surrender that to me as well.

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So there was no resistance on either side.

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And what I'm hearing you say is

there are actually two different

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desires, outcomes, processes.

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Like you guys are actually just in

two different camps on everything.

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Lacey: it's unpredictable when

we're in two different camps.

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Sara: Oh, Yeah.

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and let's be clear, in

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paper management, there's

so many departments with

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marriage, we're just talking

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about paper management.

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to, maybe we'll have a part three

for paper management where we talk

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about how do you do it with a spouse.

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So, recycling, shredding,

and then processing.

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So for me, it's not that the

processing, and this is what I go

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through with my clients as well.

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So this is a good journey of exploration.

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So let me ask you, Lacey, when you

sit down, let's say you do get paper,

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you haven't made a paper list, you do

have paper and you have to process.

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Do you do it as needed?

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Meaning like once it fills up a basket?

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Do you do it like on a

once a week type thing?

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how do you process the paper that does end

up in your house that's not in Joe's pile?

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Lacey: Ideally, I would

do it as it comes in.

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That would be, what I

would say my ideal is.

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And I do maybe about a third to half

the time where it's okay, what is this?

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This is a bill that needs to get paid.

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That is not electronic.

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I have a pile of to be done

stuff and that it goes there.

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and then I take that pile probably

like once a week or so, and then

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do the stuff associated with it.

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But then the other part of the time

is, sorry, I just, I know how bad this

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is going to sound as it comes out.

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I get bitter, and I'm like, I

have to go through this pile, and

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half of it's not even for me, and

so I'll just let the pile sit.

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And then the pile gets out of

control, and then, randomly I'll

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get angry and take care of it.

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Yeah.

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Sara: No shame at all because as you were

talking I was like, why don't I do it?

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I too, there's no before and after fun.

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there's no reward to it.

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Like I talk about when you buy a

house, it is so fun to pick out a

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new couch and be like, I'm going

to spend money on a new couch.

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I get to sit on it.

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It's beautiful.

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It makes me happy.

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It is not fun to spend

money on electrical.

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yes, you have electricity, but

most of what they do is behind

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a wall and you can't see it.

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And you're like, I don't get to see

my 2, 000 worth of electrical work

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other than the lights are working.

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So I feel like paper

management for me is that.

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There's nothing to see.

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There's nothing to get joy from.

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Like when I mow the lawn, I can See that

it's mode I can relate to you on that.

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So maybe I just need to

give myself a reward.

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Lacey: part of me, I don't know how

to like, is shredding joyful for you?

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Because part of me thinks

shredding sounds kind of fun.

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Sara: definitely I definitely

do get joy from shredding

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because the pile goes from a

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pile to nothing and I do

actually enjoy that part.

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What I really don't like and I'm realizing

too is because I like to be in motion.

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I will get rid of emails while I'm

walking on the treadmill because

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I had to pair it with something.

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So when I'm doing paper

management, I'm just sitting there.

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it's making the phone call.

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It's logging into the portal.

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That's not taking your, password,

even though you reset it.

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And then it's like that monotonous,

there's no dopamine, lift

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anywhere in the process, right?

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Lacey: yes, I get that.

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But part of me is I feel like there

could be, like if it's a physical

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pile and you get to see as you take

care of things, The pile goes down.

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Sara: Yes.

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Okay.

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So I'm going to try to hack this.

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Lacey: Ooh, yeah.

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Sara: And then I got to

relish in it being empty.

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that's maybe where I have to

make it part of the process.

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Cause I've tried to hack

this many different ways.

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Yeah, maybe I'm gonna go find a

really, really pretty container.

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And then when it's empty,

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Lacey: There's like a smiley

face or a picture of a bird

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at the bottom or something.

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Sara: Oh, I'm gonna do some like adulting

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Lacey: Yeah.

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Sara: At the bottom.

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Where do you keep your paper?

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Where does it sit?

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Lacey: I'm getting better.

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I just want to say I'm getting better.

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And still not great.

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what usually happens is mail

and stuff come in with Joe and

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the kids at the end of the day.

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And it lands somewhere on

countertop kitchen table arena.

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And then I usually process it by getting

rid of the things that need to get rid of.

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I've started recruiting the kids.

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Like last night, Isaac came

in and he was like, here, mom.

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This is the piece of mail we got today.

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And I was like, great, bud.

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Just go throw it away because it

was like a Cruise catalog that's

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not even really addressed to us.

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So I'm trying to get them involved

because they do love to be a part of

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things and then if it's something that

needs to be taken care of it's supposed

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to go into a Mail sorter thing that's

on one of our countertops And then the

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idea is that I take what needs to be

processed up into the office or wherever

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I'm going to process it and then do that.

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And then it gets thrown away or shredded

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Sara: I just realized

I love these details.

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I could talk to a hundred people

and ask them this question.

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Like I want to hear how everyone does

it because I'm just so intrigued.

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So I'm coming back for me problem solving.

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I'm just like I need to pair it along with

having that Pretty bucket that makes me

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happy and there's something at the bottom.

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I need that dopamine reward and

everything I keep coming back to is

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like food, which I'm like no Mama

doesn't need to be putting more food in

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your pile But like what other dopamine

reward could I give myself like when

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you finish all your mail for the week?

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You get to, I need something.

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Lacey: there, I'm thinking of it more as

a co thing, is there a podcast that you

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really look forward to listening to that

you could listen to while you're doing it

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Sara: So that's the thing is I

actually, when I'm processing,

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I need all of my brain.

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Lacey: Okay.

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Sara: If I'm just sorting, if I'm like

just opening, when I shred certain

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things, I don't shred the envelope if I

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don't have to.

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So I'll open it and pull it apart.

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I can do that while I'm

listening to a podcast.

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But when I'm actually doing

the thinking part, I need

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Lacey: So it truly needs to be an after.

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Sara: Yes.

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And I use, sometimes I can do that

with a show that I'm watching, but then

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you finish the show and then you're

like, I don't have a show anymore.

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I'll keep pondering that.

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I do want to give out a filing hack

that a friend introduced me to.

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I would put the stuff that was done.

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I'm like, okay, I've dealt with

this, but I do need to keep

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this record for whatever reason.

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I'm going to put it in my filing

pile and my filing pile would

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get

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out of control because

I never wanted to do the

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filing.

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Lacey: I will say, one thing that I'm

considering doing as we're talking is

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getting one of those desktop scanners.

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And just, I'm just going to

start scanning everything in.

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And go from there, because I think I

might actually accomplish things better.

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Because if something's digital, it

is easier for my brain to process it.

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Sara: Yes, and I definitely know people

who do that and that is like just so

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easy for them they just scan

it and then it's gone for me.

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I am more of a paper person.

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Lacey: What

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if, hold on.

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What if that's the solution

for me and Joe as well?

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Of I'll scan it for you, I get rid of

the actual paper, and then you have

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a, he has like a digital mail inbox.

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I'm gonna look up scanners right now.

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I'm listening.

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I'm just too excited to

not look up a scanner.

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Sara: Real time solution

problem solving I love this.

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So the filing hack that a friend

introduced me to was Macro filing versus

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micro filing so micro filing would

be This is a medical document for the

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one person who lives in your house.

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this is the warranty for this

very specific thing in the house.

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It goes in the house folder.

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So instead of doing that,

she would do it by year.

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So everything that happened in that

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So instead of doing it by event or person.

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It would be by year.

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And boy, oh boy, has that cut

down my filing time Dramatically.

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Because the amount of time you

actually have to go back and get that

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document, you're keeping everything

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just in case.

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Lacey: I think that's part of

the reason why I get so mad

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because it's just in case of what?

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Who's gonna care?

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Sara: I This is so funny where

I get to take the, I am the pro

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just, I'm the, I am the just

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in case gal.

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Like I really am.

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just in case of what?

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Yeah.

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Sometimes, like when we went to work with

our financial planner, we needed such a

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slew of documents that were so obscure.

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And I was like, Oh, I actually have all

of those, And so I was able to go back

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and make a pile, I can easily see how if

you're a scanner girl, that would be super

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easy to pull those all up from scanning.

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I will be honest, I keep more

just in case than I need to,

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Lacey: Yeah.

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Sara: but that makes me feel good.

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But I also, and this is where I'm using

home management for everyone tips.

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I have a very defined limit.

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what I'm going to keep.

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I have a filing cabinet and I am

never going to get a bigger filing

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cabinet.

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It is two drawers.

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So when that baby is full, and I

keep all of our manuals in there too.

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Do you keep manuals?

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Lacey: not really.

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If I had my, again, if

I had my choice, no.

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Sara: I'm very, no wonder I'm,

no wonder I'm such a big Joe fan.

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I'm realizing how similar we are.

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I keep all of our manuals.

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I keep all of Yeah, I keep a lot of stuff.

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But when the drawer, we talked about

like during the clothes episode,

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when you realize you're having to

push into your drawer to get it

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shoved closed, when I start getting

to that point, I'm like, okay, I got

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to go through the filing cabinet.

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And then instead of getting another filing

cabinet, I just clear out what I can.

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Maybe that's what I need to lean into.

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I like the throwing out part.

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That feels good.

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I think what I'm really distilling

it down to, it's just that

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part of life that is necessity,

sometimes being an adult is boring.

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Lacey: being an adult is

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so boring.

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Sara: Sometimes, I just

don't want to admit that.

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Lacey: It's so boring.

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Sara: I can still remember as

a little kid, I was so excited

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when the mail would come.

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I'm a kid from the 80s, so it was

just, that was really exciting.

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the catalogs, I had a pen

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pal, And, I'm all excited that

my dad would bring it in, and I

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remember this one time, I was like,

Oh my god, that's so exciting!

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You get so much mail!

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And he's they're bills.

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Do you hear, do you want my bills?

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and my dad's actually

like a very upbeat guy.

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And so it was a very stark contrast.

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I was like, Oh, male gets

not fun as you get older.

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Oh yeah.

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Again, call out to our audience.

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If you know of anyone who is

just like a paper management

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ninja, I would love to hear.

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I want to say I do have a lot more

sympathy for my clients who have executive

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functioning challenges because our

expert Corey And in, Home Management for

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Neurodiversity, you can learn more about

this, how and I think about this all

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the time, if you think about the input

needed to do a task for somebody without

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neurodiversity, I think about it like

being at the arcade, you're like, oh,

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to play this game, you need two tokens.

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that's how much motivation

it takes to do a task.

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But when you're neurodiverse,

it can be like, Oh, this

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game needs 20 tokens to even

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get started.

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And I can really feel that when

it comes to paper management

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Oh, I need 20 tokens to start.

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But for neurodiverse folks, that's

every single task that is doing

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the laundry, washing the dishes.

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Making a grocery list, going to

the grocery, that is every single

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task is 20 tokens for them.

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And so

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if anything it gives me

sympathy, which is good.

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Lacey: So I've been working on home

management for everyone as a notion

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template I've been working on it a lot

lately and little bits of especially

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with meal planning, I've got some stuff

that I'm really excited about that I've

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been working with, and I'm like, oh.

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This can go into Notion as like tasks

and wait for things to be handled and

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then certain documents, there's a way

that we can say, yes, this needs to go

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in the HOM, for the manual, so I want to

find something that allows me to do that.

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I'm, I am getting nerd excited

over here and I need to wait.

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Sara: oh that's

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very exciting.

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I was just thinking about the

scanner, like I can't wait to get

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an update to see if that is the

solution for all of the Joe mail.

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Lacey: Isaac gets excited about things.

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How fun would it be for a

kid to be feeding a scanner?

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I think he would actually

really like that.

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Sara: and I'm going to go ahead and plug.

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I think we've mentioned we're bringing

out home management for kids in the

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fall, and it's what the basic

premise is about bite sizing task.

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you're not giving them the task of paper

management, but yeah, if you can give

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your child the task of putting something

in the recycle bin or when they're old

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enough, scanning a document, not only are

they helping with the workload, they're

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also understanding, Oh, these are things

I'm going to have to do when I manage

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my own space.

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Lacey: Isaac's starting

kindergarten in a couple of weeks

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and it's a half day kindergarten.

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he and I chatted and since I work

from home, I'm like, okay, bud.

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I'm going to give you the option that

you don't have to go to a before and

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after school program because I work from

home and I will be here, but that does

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mean that you're going to have to be

productive and independent during Some

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of that time that you're here and it's

not time for kindergarten Joe and I were

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talking last night about really coming

up with some because Isaac if he could

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he would be on his tablet or watch shows

or play video games the whole time and

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I'm like we can't have that because we

are very liberal in when they get to use

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that stuff when it's outside of school,

because when they're in school, they

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don't do those things at all, right?

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So that's usually been my, go to in

the back of my mind of, okay, it's

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okay if they're doing that most of

the time here when we're not out

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and about, because they're not doing

it all these other times, right?

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Joe and I last night, I was like,

we're going to have to come up

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with some structure and things.

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And one of the things I was thinking

about is that he's going to have a chore

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that he has to accomplish every morning.

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Cause he's going to be in PM kindergarten.

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he's going to get picked up around

like 11 ish, Cause he does good with a

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schedule and having to do certain things.

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so I think having a task for

him every morning will be good.

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I'm like, this can be one of his

tasks that I think he would enjoy.

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It's technology, but it's pretty,

contributing to the household, I'm

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pretty, pretty jazzed for that.

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And I think you're right.

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Cause like you said, as a kid, I

was like, look at all this mail.

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This is so much fun.

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And I guess learn early that it's not fun,

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Sara: And this is not related to paper

management, but this, I do have an

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idea, are you interested in my idea of

setting Isaac up for success with morning

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chores?

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Okay.

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Thank you.

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This happened by accident for me.

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I am actually not a great artist,

but when my son was really

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little and he started, co k.

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he was really little and I needed

help getting him ready in the morning.

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Like I needed him to be accountable

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for steps to get on the

bus at a certain time.

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And so he didn't know how

to read and write yet.

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So I actually took a piece

of paper, pretty big and I

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drew out and I made blocks.

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And so I made the blocks of all the

steps that he needed to do in the

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morning and I did it loosely in order.

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I had a picture of cereal

and I just drew it.

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and then I did right underneath.

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I wrote breakfast and then I drew her

toothbrush and I wrote brush teeth.

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So I had out all of the steps he had

to do to get himself ready because kids

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need direction.

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They're not going to

remember all those things.

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So when he would say, what's next?

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I would point to the refrigerator

and he would just go through them.

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Like I've done this

one, I've done this one.

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Oh, I need to do this one.

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And so part of his morning chores,

which has evolved as he's gotten

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older, but he takes the deposit cans.

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So in New York state,

we have deposit cans.

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So they go in a separate bag.

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he can carry the cans to the deposit

bin, and then he would empty the

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dishwasher, all of the, plastic.

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So nothing sharp, nothing breakable.

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And he would empty those out,

I would write AM chores, and

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then I had a little drawing.

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And Trust me, every single morning I

had to redirect him to it, but once

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he was back at that, he could actually

self direct what chore was next.

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so that might be fun for him

if he, if you're like, what

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should we draw in this square?

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And then he can be

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part of that

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Lacey: he would really like that.

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So I've got, you've given me some ideas.

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I like it.

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Sara: I always kept

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that on the fridge.

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And what's funny is when he got to

an age where I thought he was old

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enough and I got rid of it, quickly

learned that was still a useful tool.

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We didn't need the pictures anymore,

but we did need a list of the steps.

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Because as I learned, when you

become a teenager, your executive

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functioning actually regresses.

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Lacey: Okay.

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Sara: okay, but back to paper management.

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conclusion, or next steps,

Lacey's gonna find a scanner.

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Very excited to hear if this is

a solution for the Joe situation.

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I'm gonna find something really

pretty to put the papers in.

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I'm gonna try to make that process

as enjoyable as possible and try

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to find something to pair it with

that is very much happy for me.

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because the processing is

boring, but it very much

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has to be done.

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And piling it up doesn't make it easier.

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I

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Lacey: We're getting rid of everything!

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Sara: love rage cleans!

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I love it!

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So much gets done in such a small amount

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Lacey: It does.

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Do the people around you love rage cleans?

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Sara: They've learned to be out of

earshot when they happen, because

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otherwise, They just get tasks and chores.

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Mine aren't as much rage fueled as

they are just like adrenaline fueled.

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this is all happening in the next 15

minutes, but I'm not really mad, but

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you will get a task if I see you.

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Lacey: yeah, I understand that.

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And then I don't know if you get

this, but every once in a while I'll

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get, Do I have to do it right now?

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Yes!

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you do.

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Ooh,

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Sara: when did you think I

meant for that to get done?

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why are you still sitting there?

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Nobody ever asked me,

did you mean right now?

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I meant five minutes ago.

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Yes.

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what Lacey, what are you

thankful for this week?

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Lacey: a lot.

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Listeners, I don't know if you

follow me on social media, you

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know, I am unexpectedly pregnant

in the greatest way possible.

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I'm very excited about it.

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Joe's very excited.

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We're all, excited and blessed

about it, but it's a lot.

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And one of the reasons why I was

preventing pregnancies because I was

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scared of what pregnancy would look

like for me as my chronically ill self.

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And I don't want to mean

scared as like worried about my

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health or anything like that.

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I'm not like, it's going

to be whatever it is.

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It's more of my capacity to do.

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That's what made me nervous.

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And this week I am so grateful

for the people around me to let

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me be whatever I needed to be.

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So I have been in one of the largest

rest periods of my life the past two

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weeks because, if you know anything

about being in your first trimester

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of pregnancy, you're exhausted.

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And when you have that on top of ME

CFS and changing up medications because

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you're pregnant and all of these different

things, I've been in a place of real rest.

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Not only have I not fought it, which is

huge for me, but the people around me,

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including Sara, and Joe, and everybody

around me, has let me lean into it.

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And that has been a really profound

thing for me in a lot of ways Something

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I've never really let myself do before.

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And to know that I can and I should, and

that everyone supports me in that is just,

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I know it sounds so like nebulous of a

thing, but it is so visceral to me right

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now in the moment of how it feels and

that it feels good and it feels right.

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It makes me even more optimistic about,

all of the things that are to come for me.

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that's what I'm grateful for.

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Sara: I am very happy for you

because I know what a big step

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that is.

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for You to accept and then to

actually follow through with the rest.

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So I'm happy for you.

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so mine, very different.

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I don't know if you can see

I'm wearing new glasses.

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Lacey: are!

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Sara: I also have

prescription sunglasses now.

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And boy, do I feel like a superhero

when I put them on and I can see

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so darn clearly, I feel like I

have superpowers and I love it.

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I am at this age now where I

need prescription sunglasses.

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And I'm trying more to lean into

wow, I can see so clearly now.

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This is amazing.

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And same with these glasses, I have

a new computer set up, so I had to

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get them adjusted for the distance.

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And same thing, I'm like, wow,

everything is so sharp and so clear.

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Lacey: Isn't it amazing how

you just, realize, oh, life

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didn't have to be harder.

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And look at it being easier.

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This is amazing.

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Sara: I am thankful for, I have an

amazing eye doctor who is, Great.

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And she's patient cause I'm a bit

of a unicorn with my eye needs

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and she's funny and she's great.

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So I'm thankful for her.

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I'm just, I'm thankful for glasses.

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I think back to the day when like

they didn't have eyeglasses for people

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or if they did, it was like, Okay.

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Here's something, but it's not

specific to the person, And I just

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think about all the headaches and all

the eye strain Oh, I'm so thankful.

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I live in a day and age where

I get exactly what I need.

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Lacey: I think that's really beautiful.

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Because it's your view of the world.

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It's how you take in the world.

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Absolutely.

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Sara: So I'm thankful for eyeglasses.

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Lacey: Me too.

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I'm thankful for you.

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Sara: thank you, Lacey.

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It was good to

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Lacey: Thank you

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Sarah.